TehNinJess

so i feel like shit lately...i don't even know what's wrong, but i feel like crying all the time. i'm like a zombie. i miss Glenn. i'm uncertain about my future. i know i'm not happy here, but who knows if i'll be happy there? there being...wherever i think i'll be happy. i don't feel well. sometimes it's damn hard to get out of bed. things are happening that i didn't expect to happen. people aren't telling me things that i need to know. i'm going along just fine, thinking i know what's going on, then the proverbial rug is ripped out from underneath me. there are so many things that i can't stand to think about because they hurt so much

so...now.... i was reminded basically of how fucked up i am. kthx. on the bright side, i bought my bus ticket to see Glenn next weekend. sweet. bye.

so...car accident..probably will not be making it down for the Shaggy 2 Dope show in Mass this weekend, and won't get to see Glenn. that all depends on how nice my mother decides to be. we'll see, but it most likely won't happen. *sigh*